I made the worst mistake of my life today
I don’t really remember just how it came to be

How could I hurt the one I love so very much
Why did I let something like this happen?

Te pain of it all is like a slap in the face
The one that I need, to get out of this place

I never want to let this end
But now all I want is to die

I need to get away, from everyone and everything
To sort things out to promise- never again

I hate the fact that I always seem to fail
To screw up everything and everyone that I hold dear

No matter how great things are, or how happy I may seem
There’s something that I make happen wanting to or not

You may think me selfish and extremely dumb
Actually I’d agree with you on that

I just seem to complicate even the simplest of things
I don’t know how I manage to live my life each day

It’s amazing that I’m still alive
That I haven’t found a way to die

It would be so easy to just let it all g o
To let my life slowly slide, into some darker place

I used to not have to worry
About how I looked or acted

Now people bother me, just for being contemplative
For wearing a serious face in the times that I do

I want so much to set things right
But I know things will never be the same

Like I said it’d be so easy just to let things go
Taken out by stupidity and selfishness that wont ever seem to cease
It’s done and over- you’ll never trust me the same…
There’s nothing I can say, there’s nothing I can do

No matter how much I try to change
This is me, and even if I fail I’ll always be me…